Head hurts

I don't feel like going home

or the hospital

they come from a time

greyer than the grey of ciment

more grey than november

what the fuck am i doing here

i'm thinking

why do people come back.

it's getting darker early

it's 5:03, i'm calling this dude i know

no answer

they were born when vam-

pires

lived alone in city houses

mingled in their markets

love love hovering above

inviting you

to come upstairs

'a coffee would you like'

i'll suck your blood and eat your heart

the weather's awful, i’m tired

would you like to know

the rhythm that my body calls

would you like to know?

i'm not going to tell you.

because i can't go home

because my mother

is in the apartment.

my body is so traumatised by the person

in that apartment

that it shakes, and i need fucking medication

i think.

death to you

and death to me

oh

yes,

death also applies to me

death death death

i am not a happy camper

she is in my death

she?

yes she.

i'm not going to argue

with you -

again!

yes, me again - you see

never will i go away

chipped your body

amputaded

filed and filed!

dispopulated - SEE

naked in your living room

smelling bad and drinking scotch

look inside your living room

it's me, it's me

it's Me!

Then let us negotiate

what do you want?

i want to have sex

and i want you to stop acquainting my brain

with

those people

I don't want success!

but we need success

no we don't!

But - success!

No!

Ok.

you said it wouldn't be like that

when you left the law

now you attend conferences

ecology! - my ass!

Ok.

no!

look -

I'm going to kill you!

you can't.

i've been trying to kill you, no success.

you're upset.

...yes i'm upset.

you're ugly when you're upset

and we can't go around trying to have sex like this

like Saturday

yes. I know about Saturday.